Ground In

You can't walk away from this game!It gets ground into you,every time you chalk a cue you grind it in a little more.I walked from this game two or three major times in my life,for years at a time.Now i find myself at another crossroad and I just can't figure it out.I'm just writing what ever comes to mind right now so bear with me. I have this living situation witch is not ideal,and I really think it's time to move on,I think I've worn out my welcome there.The thing is,if I go so does the game!I really only have one option as far as where I can go and it isn't good.Where I can go and be on my own there is no pool!There's nothing but despair it,s one of the worst city's in the U.S.A. Nothing but drugs,alcohol,crime. Like I said before I just got started again with this game but I may have to leave it already,my living situation has to be addressed. If I move from where I am today I have to leave the game for another time in life.That sucks!I just got back into it and have really bit the bullet hard.I even joined a 9ball league and won my first match against the other teams top player.I don't want to walk away again!I can play this game!I can play this game well given the chance.I used to play pretty good but this time around is different.I can feel it I'm going to play better than I ever played before!My level of focus and concentration is going to go through the roof if I cultivate it. I got a lot of stuff going on in my life right now,and that's never good for a pool player you need a clear mind to play this game.But funny thing is I still feel I can play.I gotta get a few things ironed out or I just gotta suck a few things up for a few months and then it will all work out. If I go too the ghetto it's all over before it even started,I'm going to the ghetto tomorrow to look for a place to stay,and we'll see what I find.I don't want to do it but it may be the only option for me.